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Temple United Vampyr Unitarian Pagan - Vampyrian Spirituality

Forever Restless...

I cant take it anymore and If she would let me die I would. I think someone up there hates me and this is nothing but there joke; nothing else seems to make sense. I want to give up, but I cant. I am not supposed to be this damn emotional; it isnt what I am...

I wish I could pretend to be something Im not; but I do have that ability. I wish I could make someone really love me but it seems no one can. Sometimes it seems Im losing in this game of life as I lose in every game I play but I never wanted to play this...

I just want to be at peace at not be so ever restless. Im tired of taking on the world and all these responsibilities! Here I stand forever restless and wanting for it to be so. Then again what else is there for me? It seems to be all I really know...

© Rev. J P Vanir ChrstVampyr

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TempleUVUP Administrator Comment by TempleUVUP Administrator on December 16, 2008 at 1:31pm
Sorry, lol..but the candle remains anyway ;)
Founding Father J P ChrstVampyr Comment by Founding Father J P ChrstVampyr on December 16, 2008 at 1:43am
This is an Older blog and the majority of them are at: http://blog.myspace.com/chrstvampyre
TempleUVUP Administrator Comment by TempleUVUP Administrator on December 16, 2008 at 1:42am
There is, as always, a candle on my altar for you my friend..

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